I'm experiencing a duality, on the one hand I don't want to think, I just want to keep feeling this strange sensation of ecstasy. On the other hand, I want to remember. I want to remember the place, the life, where this feeling is taking me to. It feels so familiar, it's enervating. It's like one of those amazing dreams you experience every so often. Dreams where the alarm clock rings, you wake up but you just want to fall back to sleep as if nothing happened, and keep dreaming what you were dreaming. Keep dreaming the same dream, not a fabrication of what you were dreaming, the same exact dream where you had no control of its outcome.
Trying to think, look back and reminiscence it's so attractive, but... just like a dream, if you do so when your flying, and want to keep feeling euphoric, ecstatic, rhapsodic, intoxicated by this incredible moment, you can't think, you can't wake up, you just have to keep feeling, dreaming. Don't wake up. Keep experiencing this amazing moment, your moment, as long as it lasts. Keep raging, raging... You'll have plenty of time to analyze it once the moment has passed.