sábado, 30 de julio de 2016

CALL ME ANY TIME THAT YOU SEE THE LIGHTNING

I'm on a loop. I'm writing this post listening to Kygo's Raging song. I can't stop listening to it! It's weird how some songs are intrinsic, they touch something deep inside your soul. They feel like a drug, your mind just flies away to a familiar place but it's still difficult to pinpoint where you're flying to. You just feel everything, and you smile because you're whole. In this precise moment, everything is perfect, and everything is just where and how it is supposed to be. Life is simple. Your mind is in a limbo dancing around your happy place. Right now your life is this moment. 

I'm experiencing a duality, on the one hand I don't want to think, I just want to keep feeling this strange sensation of ecstasy. On the other hand, I want to remember. I want to remember the place, the life, where this feeling is taking me to. It feels so familiar, it's enervating. It's like one of those amazing dreams you experience every so often. Dreams where the alarm clock rings, you wake up but you just want to fall back to sleep as if nothing happened, and keep dreaming what you were dreaming. Keep dreaming the same dream, not a fabrication of what you were dreaming, the same exact dream where you had no control of its outcome. 

Trying to think, look back and reminiscence it's so attractive, but...  just like a dream, if you do so when your flying, and want to keep feeling euphoric, ecstatic, rhapsodic, intoxicated by this incredible moment, you can't think, you can't wake up, you just have to keep feeling, dreaming. Don't wake up. Keep experiencing this amazing moment, your moment, as long as it lasts. Keep raging, raging... You'll have plenty of time to analyze it once the moment has passed.